// just being real//

i went out with a really nice guy last saturday night … like, really nice.

i enjoyed my time with him so much we went out again last night.

and as much as i’d like to say i see it going somewhere, i don’t.

we had great conversation & lots in common, but no spark.

it’s probably all on my end, but i just felt the friend vibe  —

and can’t help but feel guilty about not having that feeling.

why do i feel so bad?

i have to tell him, but really dread doing so.

ugh, dating.